When I watch this movie I always think about how much I would love to watch it with you. Tonight the thought made me so sad that I cried... I have been missing you so much lately that I have been doing a lot of that. Crying. I want so badly to share my happiness with you... my new daughter... J's development... vacations... thoughts... hugs... time.
I will always miss you.
This is difficult to get used to. I will never completely be used to your absence. I am re-learning myself without you in the world to help define me. This is both difficult and confusing but not impossible.
It feels like I am becoming myself all over again...
Love,
Nicole
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